a week to go before i turn 20.. its ironic coz i dont wanna turn 20.. ahaha but aint gonna happen.. i went out tonight with my sister and her boyfriend.. went partying whole night.. and got drunk.. but not the type that i tend to forget what im doing.. just a little bit tipsy.. Hahahaha.. my sister's boyfriend got drunk super drunk..

on the 10th day of January I'd be exactly 20 years old and still ranting over nonsense things about life.. still thinking of the what if's and how's and why's but i still can manage to move on. Its such a brat why i tend to overdo some things that i must not do. (seeeee... im making such non sense entry.. like my mind is i dont know)

Im tired... most of my days.. have been torture there are nights where i get sick often. im tired.. just tired....