http://annamikaela.blogdrive.com/ Anna Mikaela Thu, 05 Jan 2006 02:05:03 PST http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2006. Arts Poetry Internet http://annamikaela.blogdrive.com/archive/64.html Wed, 04 Jan 2006 20:01:25 GMT a week to go before i turn 20.. its ironic coz i dont wanna turn 20.. ahaha but aint gonna happen.. i went out tonight with my sister and her boyfriend.. went partying whole night.. and got drunk.. but not the type that i tend to forget what im doing.. just a little bit tipsy.. Hahahaha.. my sister's boyfriend got drunk super drunk.. on the 10th day of January I'd be exactly 20 years old and still ranting over nonsense things about life.. still thinking of the what if's and how's and why's but i still can manage to move on. Its such a brat why i tend to overdo some things that i must not... (more) http://annamikaela.blogdrive.com/comments?id=64 http://annamikaela.blogdrive.com/archive/63.html Sat, 31 Dec 2005 09:36:49 GMT I always thought that love is being happy when your with that special someon that you cant imagine life with out him. But then its not just that, but being happy with your self when your with that person. Where you could be yourself, no lies, no pretensions, just you and your real self. Through out my 3 year relationship I've come to realize that I have lost my One True Love over someone I thought was the one... http://annamikaela.blogdrive.com/comments?id=63 http://annamikaela.blogdrive.com/archive/62.html Fri, 08 Jul 2005 03:54:07 GMT Weee... no updates ehh.. sorry folks.. ive been super busy with school.. ill try to write something laters.. ciao!!! http://annamikaela.blogdrive.com/comments?id=62 http://annamikaela.blogdrive.com/archive/60.html Sat, 11 Jun 2005 13:08:58 GMT These past few days Ive been thinking of going to school again.. and which i did, i enrolled myself back again in school. On Tuesday, Im going to school. Im taking up HRM, for no particular reason. I'm nervous and excited at the same time.. How will things go on the first day? I hope it wont be disastrous. Whew.. right now i dont feel very well, I'm sick but I'm bored staying at the house so i decided to go out and visit my friend. It was hot outside, right now we are talking about people he knows and i dont.. i just keep on listening on what he is saying.. and actually i dont undestand... (more) http://annamikaela.blogdrive.com/comments?id=60 http://annamikaela.blogdrive.com/archive/59.html Mon, 23 May 2005 13:23:44 GMT I had the most wonderful Summer ever.. it may sound ironic of me breaking up with my ex and just last night i spent the most wonderful summer outing with my ex's family.. I was so excited to wake up early that i had to wake up as early as 5am to get prepared.. uhm.. by the way my ex did not come, thats whay i agreed to go when his Ate asked me to come with them. It was a little awkward at first coz i was thinking that they hate me but then it was much more different than i expected.. I never thought that they would miss me that much as much as i miss them.. Actually i just arrived from... (more) http://annamikaela.blogdrive.com/comments?id=59 http://annamikaela.blogdrive.com/archive/58.html Sat, 23 Apr 2005 11:31:31 GMT Well.. i dont Exactly know when was the last time i posted here.. Oh well life has been like hell these past few months.. and i never got the chance to sum it up here... But i guess I'm ok now.. Arrggghhh, I dont know how to start and how to end it.. but im gonna start with after my b-day my life has been a mess, just because of some people trying to make it worse. I tried to get away from things and get away from people so that i could have time for myself and see what direction i have chosen to go... After a while i got used to being away from everyone but then I got depressed... (more) http://annamikaela.blogdrive.com/comments?id=58 http://annamikaela.blogdrive.com/archive/57.html Fri, 18 Feb 2005 03:10:18 GMT I dont know what i want to write here.. but surely ill do something really nice... next time i log in.. I have been pretty busy and had a sad life.. argggghhh i gotta run now.. I miss all my friends.. i miss you all guys.. take care.. Anna <3 http://annamikaela.blogdrive.com/comments?id=57 http://annamikaela.blogdrive.com/archive/56.html Thu, 23 Dec 2004 05:12:47 GMT While I was busy surfing the net and playing some online games. I just felt so sad and so depressed its like I dont want to spend christmas anymore. And then out of the blue my cellphone rang and ooohh nice it had a "CALL" on the screen and i thought Who could it be? It can by my sunshine or my Sister or my step dad or my Mom? Aha.. just as i thought it was my mom callin me.Yay i felt relieved and happy after not hearing from her for a long time. I was most happy to know from her that I'll be goin to Vallejo late next year with no exact date. Well at least its a start, I'm ok with it... (more) http://annamikaela.blogdrive.com/comments?id=56 http://annamikaela.blogdrive.com/archive/55.html Tue, 21 Dec 2004 04:03:08 GMT When i thought i was over him, i start to think about him again. I was checking my Friendster and then i thought what if i try to see his profile again. I even thought that he deleted me in his friends list, coz that was what he did last time he was angry with me and stuff. I cant even bear the thought that we've drifted apart without knowing why. I tried everything to calling him and writing him letters but then i didnt receive any reply, i thought maybe he was busy with work. But even so, i just find myself caught up in a situation where the pain he cause me wont cease. The hardest... (more) http://annamikaela.blogdrive.com/comments?id=55 http://annamikaela.blogdrive.com/archive/54.html Sun, 19 Dec 2004 11:21:18 GMT Loneliness in a dark room; Where sorrows entiwned with darkness Where silence is shattered by Shrieks of nightmares I too have found this place Confusion over raging emotions Of Depression, of happiness, of bliss, of pain Of joy, of sorrow, of loneliness, and of love All these is emptiness wrapped in silence. Stuck in the middle of nowhere struggling And lost in the stillness of your light Pounding walls of freedom and Endless suffering bound to perish. Emptiness filled with confusion Power of an understanding paradise Defeated by weakness, guilt and... (more) http://annamikaela.blogdrive.com/comments?id=54